5 years ago if you told me ben affleck, tyler perry and nph would make one of the greatest movies of the decade i would have laughed and said “right, and matthew mccconaughey will win an oscar”
The worst part about having anxiety is when you become so shaky or preoccupied with your anxiety that you are effectively rendered useless for a few hours. Sometimes these fits happen for no reason. Today I know why, and it’s stupid. There is honestly no reason for me to be nervous about maybe not getting to see my friend next weekend. But I still can’t focus on anything else.
It’s worse on weekends. At least I can focus on work to keep my mind off my anxiety during the week. On weekends, I sit in my pajamas with nothing to do and no one to talk to. Then I dwell on my anxiety and how forgotten I feel and everything I’ve done wrong in life. And it’s the worst.
Do you ever wonder what Sierra Boggess’s next show is going to be? Do you ever fear it’s going to be Dr. Zhivago? Or worse, Phantom again?